You made a mistake. People do that (D3 Gold). But, we often have to just suck it up and live with those consequences. This might be one of those bitter, bitter pills that are an invaluable life lesson. I'm sure you know this already, but it wasn't just that what you said was hurtful, you took away a decision from him that was HIS to make. I'm not sure I'd be able to 'get over' that kind of disrespect.
But, love is weird. If I were in your position, I think I might write ONE letter, explaining my actions and apologizing for my behavior, with NO expectation that he'll be returning. I do think he deserves to know the truth and to have the opportunity to make his own decision that you took away before (D3 Gold). Plus, it gives one last ditch effort so neither of you will continue with the 'what ifs'. If you don't hear back, it's time to let go and move on.
Good luck with your illness. Wish you well.
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